6. 别忘记

没有你的日子第6天

虽然做到了不找你

可是很担心你会忘了我

我不想伪装

不想假装坚强

很累

真的很累

5. 回忆随身

没有你的日子第5天

还是忍不住的找了你

对话里都不是开心的

去到那里都有我们的回忆

说了不哭

眼泪却不知觉的流了下来

看见自己是多么的狼狈

假如  假如

假如不曾爱过你

是不是不会失去自己

分手做不成朋友

是因为曾经很爱过

每当荧幕亮了

都希望是你

其实我也觉得这样爱你好可怕

可是如果你愿意留下来

我不知道能给你什么样的生活

但是如果你愿意试试看

我会做饭

我还比较会照顾人

我可以养活自己

虽然

我不知道我将来到底要做什么

可是如果你愿意……我想尝试。

4. 就在面前

没有你的日子第四天

我又失败了

控制不了的找你

犹豫了很久要不要去

最后还是去了

下车前眼眶湿了

心跳声也听得见

没有交流

对望的胆量都没有

见到你

就在面前

一米不到的距离

冲动想抱着你

好多话想对你说

却哏在喉咙

回到家像疯了似的

一直拨你电话

却等不到你的回应

最后最后

决定不会一直再打

但是相信

有天你会看到

我是值得的

3. 闭起双眼你最挂念谁

没有你的日子第三天

说不哭

却又哭了

但却做到了不找你

很想

可是有种说不出的恐惧

不懂自己按了多少次你的名字

想找你

却又按回出去

平时不会去载妹妹的我

今天去了

但没想到会碰上你

红绿灯前

看见那熟悉的车

那熟悉的脸孔

我直走

你转弯

也许你没发现我就在你隔壁

很想打给你

但我哭了

看见你脸上有种很挣扎的表情

我在在想

你是否也在想我

想回以前从没驾车在街上碰上

住在一起那么久也没有刚好两个一起到家门口

而偏偏就在分手后

我们在街上碰上了

就刚好同一个时间

就刚好大家都在等同一个红绿灯

事情就是那么的刚刚好

而且你就在我隔壁

这么近

却那么远

缘分

我相信

真的

有没有一个时候你也在想我

相信

当你身不由己的时候就是该面对现实的时候了。

哭够了就该收拾心情。

太多想说，却说不出口了。

有种痛，说不出口的痛。

虽然不舍，却必不得已得放下。

可是我相信缘分，

上天让我们从遇，到相爱，

不可能说结束就结束。

I believe that if two people are meant for each other,

 It doesn't mean they have to be together right now.

 But, they will eventually

告诉自己，

一天不哭就给个like自己。

天天写一封给自己的信

提醒自己要变的更好

要证明给你我看

我是值得的

我们缘未尽

做错了我会承担

也会慢慢变好

不会再令任何人失望

尤其是你

放手不代表不会再爱

只是不会再挂在嘴边

不会在显示出来

我会把对你的爱藏在心里

记得，

你是很重要的

是你让我要变得更好。

I love'em

This post I wrote it on purpose for my two beloved sayangs.

Zoe & MeiFong. 

I thank God for letting us knew each other

and became very good friends.

We knew each other not for very long 

but we'd been through a lot together.

I can say that I really love this two girls of mine.

They're the most amazing friends I'd ever had.

They are like more than a best friend,
You can even name'em as my girlfriend :)

Sounds so lesbo right? But who cares!
I seriously miss those days where we used to spent all our times together

We go everywhere together,

we sleepover together,shop, party together.

But now things changed,

time doesn't allow us to do so.

But I promise that no matter what happen,

We'll be besties forever <3 

Nothing's gonna tear us apart.

I know that we will always be there for anyone of us no matter what.

I miss you both so much, I miss US!!!

Before and After

Before ♥

After ♥

Again i neglected my blog. Sigh! Anyway, these are two random pictures from me. Before and after the hair cut. Looks really different aite?! I'd still miss my long hair sometimes =/ Previously i said that i'm gonna blog about the Alfaparf Milano hair show's blog but i'm kinda lazy now, so am gonna postpone it again :) This post just some random update <3

My life with them (Part 1)

This post is all about one girl (Yoko) She's my bestie the very best one? Hees! I can say i love her so much. Okay, we're not lesbians okay. I knew her cuz we're studying in the same college same class. We knew each other for not very long but we'd already became sisters. We go to college together eat together. we laugh we bitch about everything we sing we chill we shop, we did almost everything together. 


We've lots of things in common i guess. She's my kaki in smoking, but yea we smoke less already. No! i mean quitting. we club together most of the time. She's my club twins sister. without her i don't feel fun. we likes to drink, likes to shop, likes to make up, likes to eat. Somehow we like the same style. There're still lots in common. She understand how i feel when something bad happens to me. I tell her everything about me and she'll be there to listen. I miss the time when i'm in Kampar chilling with the girls and the bois. We have 9 in da gang. Sayang, still remember we named it as DLFS? Haha. The best memories i had is with you guys. 

Baby, remember that no matter what happen in the future we're still BFF. i'll be there for you no matter what. I wanna be your kids godmother, i wanna be your wedding jimui i wanna go club with you when we're old. Heee. I promised that i'll always remember these memories until the day i sleep in the coffin. :) iloveyoualways!

The Tourist is ♥

Power!

Went to watch movie with my dad and his wife today <The Tourist> Okay, the movie was awesome! Angelina Jolie and Johnny Depp are way too hot man :) Nothing much happened today.

I've nothing much to say actually, i admit that i'm so emo nowadays. So just ignore all my bullshit post coming up next. :)

not gonna blog too much today cuz i'm effing tired now. Goodnight peeps ♥

Yes i freaking tied my hair up. It looks sucks lerh -.-

You're still the one who wons my heart.

Holla ♥ CNY is around the corner.

I've been neglected my blog for quite some time. FYI, i kena chicken poks. Sighs! i'm recovering now, i've been stuck at home for N days. Finally now i can get outta my house. Yay!!!  And yes, i know my previous post were so emo. Sorry guys. Anyhow i'm gonna update more about my life more often wokie? :) I'm trying not to be so emo liao *controlling* it needs time, seriously. 

So yea, Chinese new year is around the corner. You guys should be busying cleaning your house, buying new outfits for CNY, some of you even making biscuits right? Hees  ♥ Well, my mom does made biscuits. She made jam tarts and Nestum cookies. Damn power  ♥ Mom's cook and homemade biscuits are always the best *thumbs up*

Never get to see my king(daddy) for few days. I'm 19 this year and yeah, i'm still daddy's little girl. He's always the king in my heart  ♥ There's no one love him more than i can :) So i went to have my dinner with him and his wifey. After dinner off we went to shop shop cause i told him that i'm still lack of outfits for Chinese new year. Hees! Went to Padini, bought 3 tops. Padini's top is always my choice. Idk why! Thought wanted to go MNG but Jusco wanna close liao. Aix! Never mind. Still have one week more to go. I can still shop shoppp. 

Mom asked me to tidy up my room especially my wardrobe. She said my wardrobe's gonna explode soon due to the messy-ness and over among of clothes -.- my replied to her was : "Okay lorrr! But where got? Mommy, why you always so overreact one. So little only mah!can buy again ar" Lmao! My mom's wardrobe's very tidy but soon gonna explode too. Her handbags, outfits and so on. I don't think two wardrobe is enough for her. Why not make it 5 for her? Lol.

I used hours to tidy up my room and my wardrobe and i found out that there's tons of new outfits that i never wear before. So yay! cny i still have many new outfits to wear, but i don't freaking care, i want some more :P Hello, this is girl's Passion okay! Haha

I'm now wondering should i cut my hair or not?! *confusing* and yes, i wanna get another tattoo and do a little bit touch up for my old tattoos. Colors are fading man. Kantoi! Thinking which part should i make my new tattoo. Hees, any idea? Umm ... And and and... FYI again, my tongue pierce gone! Wtf?! :( *mama's gonna get you back wokie?  i promise!  ♥

I think this is kinda long post. Hees  ♥ Time to sleep, goodnight peeps.

♥

♥

♥

Yoko and her Boyfiee :)

My phone rang. But it's not you who called. :( how i wish it was you. I'm still hoping!

Sisterhood is ♥

It's Friday peeps. Went shopping with mommy and sisters today. Nothing much to buy, we just walk around searching for Chinese New Year's outfits. But we didn't manage to get anything. So, i might head down to KL to search for my outfits. Hees♥.

Before shopping we went to Kopitiam Junction to take our brunch. My mommy's all time favorite. Curry Noodle. I just ordered toast. Don't feel really hungry. After brunch went to buy bubble milk tea. I craved for the whole morning. Bubble milk tea is love man!!! 

After Parkson and off we went to Jusco. Bought birthday present for my younger's sister. *see this jiejie so good, where to find oh? Lol better love me more. * :) Finally i bought my contact lens cleanser. Mine habis! Wth, i'm having a serious backache so we went home early. Sigh! It hurts, i don't know what happened to my back bone. Getting old? Maybe! The last year for being a TEEN! I can't deny i'm getting older liao. :(

And yea, i took many pictures today with my sisters. Sisterhood is love. I cherish the time i spent with them :) Although we always fight, but i still love'em ♥

Am gonna show you some of the pictures okie? :)

Bubble milk tea ♥

She's growing up ♥

Our little princess ♥

my little baby :)

Nikki

Is all for today. Have a nice day peeps ♥

I'm missing you ♥  

Echoes of the Rainbow

Just a very random post. Just to share a movie with you guys, the <Echoes of the Rainbow 岁月神偷>. This is a very touching movie. I freaking cried when i'm watching it. You guys must watch it, You guys can just simply download it from the net or PPS or maybe someone who support original very much? Lol. go grab the disc mann! Its nice peeps. Don't miss this show. :) Anyway, thank you Yoko for introducing this show to me. Hees. ♥

Just a very simple synopsis of the show :

Writer and director Alex Law presents this warm drama of a family struggling to get by in the face of problems both big and small. It's 1969, and Desmond Law (Aarif Lee) is a sixteen-year-old who is the pride and joy of his working-class parents (Simon Yam and Sandra Ng); he's a top student and a gifted athlete, and his mother and father work hard to send him to a fine private school, even though it's no easy task on Dad's salary as a shoemaker. His eight-year-old brother, Big Ears (Buzz Chung), is the troublemaker in the household; he's a joker who doesn't get good grades, but he has a big imagination and with the upcoming moon landing in the news, his latest ambition is to be an astronaut. At a time when the world seems to be turning upside down, the family struggles to stay together as they face the challenges life presents them, from a dangerous typhoon that could destroy the house to a serious illness in the household and Desmond's difficult relationship with a girl from a wealthy family (Evelyn Choi). Sui Yuet San Tau (aka Echoes of the Rainbow) won the Crystal Bear award at the 2010 Berlin International Film Festival. Mark Deming, Rovi.

The power of LOVE

Aarif Lee.

Brotherhood is ♥

Imissyousomuch.

what if tomorrow never comes? can we just love one more time like there's no tomorrow?

Random random random ♥

I've a very serious insomnia shit. Its killing me. I slept in the morning and woke up in the afternoon everyday. Wtf right? :( FML seriously! I wanna be normal but i don't know what can cure my insomnia case. Sigh! 

So me and XiaoLing freaking woke up at 3something today. Consider early liao. :) Hungry shit weih, get ready and off we go have our Brunch. The food power man! Let's show you guys the picture. But the drink was like what-the-fark! I ordered green tea milk shake. But the worker there freaking gave me MILK! halo. i want GREEN TEA not MILK TEA! 

POWER ♥

TomYam YeeMee.

the-so-called- green tea milk shake. did you guys see any GREEN COLOR? -.-

Watched Titanic 2.  Its really SUCKS! and now i'm watching Buried. Its better than Titanic two please!

And so yea, i changed my blog template and header image to welcome a brand new year so i decided to change a bit. 

Enough for today. Have a nice day peeps ♥

OH YA! this freaking insect freaks me out in my room. wth

imissyou

Happy Winter Solstice

Is time to blog again. Neglected my blog for few days again. I wanted to blog but i'm lazy. Sighs! Lazy kills. So yea, i celebrated Winter Solstice night with the Kampar gang. I had so much fun with them seriously. I think there's no others crazier than us. The guys freaking took off their shirts and run around Kampar. Thats their punishment for loosing the game. My punishment for loosing the game is i have to hold the god damn mop and spin for 70 rounds. KO man! luckily KY and Junior helped me for 10 rounds each of them and KC helped me 5 rounds. not even the 3rd round he already bang to the fridge. Laugh our ass off wey. Me myself spin 50 rounds all by myself. *faint. Anyway, let the pictures do the talking. :)

there some other guy's pictures upload it later. hees